Rogue Idea

yup!  today is my monthly anniversary with frankie.  he already sent me these flowers before and also another little gift came yesterday.

well last night i had a pretty scary/messed up dream.  I can’t remember much of the details now but it all started off with someone dying.  well.. being murdered.  it all seemed to make sense during hte dream but of course now that i think about it i dont know if it was ‘because’ of me, or if i was the one who killed him?   I don’t know who it was either.  Anyways so this guy is murdered and the group who killed him will pass the body on to a group who gets rid of bodies.  for some reason, they had to trick this other group by bringing two body bags and then switching the bodies in the bags?  and for some other strange reason..they did this in a very busy and public place.  everyone was ther and i was too.  so i saw the group bring the two body bags and they dropped them off at two tables of two other groups.  now they had to switch the bodies and so i guess they put something in the drinks and i remember drinking and everyone was slowly passing out but i was wide awake and pretended to pass out lol.  anyways, somehow they needed one more bag, and the guy came over to me and took my bag and it was a big gym bag.

then he dumped all th stuff out back into my backpack but there was too many books and somehow he ended up putting two extra books that werent mine in there.  then he left with my bag.  later everyone was leaving and there was a lot of crazy chaos.  i went to return these books (they were library books) but when i got to the counter i decided i didnt know if these other books were stolen or not so i wasn’t goign to return them.  i went back to my seat and my backpack and stuff was gone but then i found my friend who had taken it and kept it for me.  now this makes no sense cause that friend is one who lives in fl right now and just had a baby so why the hell would she be there, lol.  anyways after that i left and somehow now i’m trying to hide from all those people.  i dont know why, but i couldnt let them catch me - maybe i was the murderer.

okay so …somehow i ended up at the beach going and i was with someone but i dont know who, just someone i trusted cause they were carrying my bag for me.  and there was a ‘UH students’ section at the beach along with other sections for other stuff.  i probably got this image from the tailgating thing i went to , lol.  anyways thats all i remember from that little beach scene.  then all the sudden i remember i was in a weird little place with people in individual rooms coming in and out of them but i didnt go inside to see what they were doing i just stayed out side.  and there was a really really tall palm tree next to me and i looked up and there was a bag.  i didnt open it (cause it was way up there) but i knew there was that body in there somehow.

well thats all i remember. i kept waking up feeling scared though cause i was trying to get away from those people the whole time or like ‘not get caught’.  anyways it was a weird dream.  i dont know what i’ll do today yet. i should probably work on my paper since its due tuesday =(