Rogue Idea

well i went to bed early tonight but i couldn’t sleep at all so here i am trying to do stuff online but dreamhost is STILL not working. i am getting some sort of crazy internal server error and the person hasn’t even gotten back to me in 2 days about it so i’m sorta ticked off right now about it. the past two days i’ve been doing a lot of cleaning since i cant work on my stuff on here and i wanted to take a break from studying. but starting this week i gotta go back to study a whole bunch again. anyways i finally cleaned my room and i mean REALLY cleaned it. i got rid of like 2 huge trash bags worth of clothes that i’m going to drop off at the donation center thing whenever its not rainy. now my closet is like really cleared out and i actually have room in there. before it was so cluttered full of clothes that were old, that didn’t fit me, ‘ or that i never even wore. now its….very empty but just right i guess. its not too much but not ‘toooo little’. i have enough, but i would like a little bit more.

same with my underwear i counted those too and i really dont have that much, so i need to buy some more sometime. plus i just found out that i fit a 34C now and i only have 2 bras of that size (that i just bought, lol). it’s like all the sudden i need to replace all my bras to that size! so yeah i need to buy some new bras, i only have like 5 now. well VS is having a sale right now, but i can’t decide on what to get from them because they either don’t have my size (its clearance and a huge sale so yeah all the more popular sizes are gone fast) or i dont like it enough to pay that much for it. oh well i am going shopping soon with my cousins in like two weeks so if the sale is still on i’ll look again but last time i went a few days ago and there wasnt really anything that i liked enough.

okay thats all. im going to try to sleep again now

well a long ass time ago i changed hosts like 4 times in one month. that was when i had my free host though and then i was switching to paid -anyways i went with dreamhost. now i dont really know how their service has been throughout the entire time i’ve had them because frankly i dont do anything on here except log in a couple times a month and write a post so i wouldn’t notice any downtime. i dont have an email address stuff set up with any of my domains so that means i dont have mail problems and i also only use ftp like a few times before so i dont have any problems with that either. but lately ever since summer started and i got back on here trying to do a few things i’ve had ALL SORTS of problems.

like just the other day my website was completely unreachable, dreamhost.com was unreachable and when it finally was , i couldnt log into my account. so i basically freaked out for a minute but then i thought oh well its probably just down for some reason . i check back and its on again and i found out they have been having some problems? well i dont know what they are or what they mean on their blog posts but basically i dont give a shit what happens i expect my website to be online when i want it!!! i mean i only get on a very minimal amount of time, i shouldnt have to ever run into downtime!!! so that really really annoyed me. another thing is i’ve been working on some stuff and uploading things and then all the sudden yesterday i get these weird ‘internal service errors’ . i already emailed them and now i’m waiting for a response. i guess i’m just annoyed because as soon as i need to do anything i get these problems. but whenever im just doing nothing and like getting on for no reason its fine. and i’ve noticed that for the past like week the site has been on and off and on and off various random times of the day. anyways i just wnated to rant. now i’m done. UGH

so now that i’m out of school for a little bit i will be mostly focusing on mcat and trying to play tennis better. but i also want to do some stuff online and i’m just tooooo lazy to review my ass over the same shit AGAIN. its like everytime i get started doing something i have school before i can finish it - then whenever summer comes again i wanna work on it but of course i’ve basically forgotten everything and it makes the whole working process really slow cause i have to relearn little things or like look stuff up which takes little bits of time here and there and adds up. so thats what i realized this morning. thankfully i bought those phrasebooks last summer which really do help me out a lot since its like bits of what i need without having to flip through an entire giant book where it walks me through a bunch of crap. its still a pain in the ass but i guess i have to deal with it. will probably try to get something done today before tomorrow starts and i have to do mcat stuff again.

i dont know if i already talked about this but i cut my finger real bad, its two cuts exactly parallel to each other on my ring finger on my right hand because it was a razor that had three blades (thankfully i didnt get three cuts, only two!) so this sucks because i cant grip my tennis racquet or else it hurts like a bitch so i don tknow what to do. hopefully it will feel better by tuesday which is when i plan to play again. last night i went to golfsmith to see whta they had and of course everything they had was like large and extra large sizes so nothing fit anyways. then i was thinking of buying a bucket of practice balls but i couldnt make up my mind so i just left and kept in mind that they sell them there. i’m supposed to have guests over today but i think im gonna shower now and then go to academy to see if they have anything. okay so thats all for now i guess i should leave before they come that way it doesnt seem like im being rude. =)

well i havent been on the computer for like 4 days so i feel really really strange. so im up really early .. well , its actually not that early but i guess it sorta is - its 7:30. partly i’m up because of Arisu, she wakes up at and barks to come out at 7 am everyday. i’m not really sure if she wants to go to the bathroom or just come out. sometimes i let her out and then i sleep till like 8:30 and she just lays arond and sleeps on the floor until then. then sometimes like today i let her out and at 7:30 she starts barking at me so i took her outside to go potty. anyways i had to wake up cause i was going to meet a friend on the courts to play tennis but she took a rain check cause of doing some sort of martial arts thing last night. so now i’m up….and i’m thinking of where i should go.

but before i go, i guess ill talk about whats been up lately. …which isnt much. i just went to florida with my family and we visited more family there. mainly its awkward cause parents act like we’re still little kids and try to make us ‘talk and play’ together even though we’re all like 20 now. met my cousin that i havent seen in like 10 years and we went to eat dinner but its obvious we dont have much in common so yeah. then i just went to the beach and tried to build a sandcastle but it was too hard and ended up looking all uneven. the water was really clear and nice but it was lke freezing. basically there werent a lot of people in the water cause it was too cold. oh and then i went shopping at this outlet and bought a few things like this ‘gym sac’ that i’m happy about. i wanted one for a while now so i can carry a few things but not have like a full sized backpack with me and i saw some at target but they wre like 15-20 bucks. i got one at the outlet for like 10 from nike =) and i also got a few other shirts and a pair of shorts. luckily my uncle gave me and my sisters 100 each so we spent that at the outlet. thats pretty much it, i had a good time cause it was away from home and i didnt have to do anything but lay around and enjoy the scene and weather.

okay i’m gonna go offline now and eat =)