Rogue Idea

of course if i really REALLY wanted that, i would’ve done something about it,  but no ill just keep my blog with the horrible little mistakes on here that eat at me everytime i see my own site here.  thankfully this is a personal blog so no one sees it except me and the random passerby that searches under strange terms on google that happen to come here.  but even though its just for me, i’ve been thinking i’ve had too many useless posts lately so i am gonna sit down right now and actually write down about some stuff thats been happening lately.  which is nothing. 

i’ve been basically living at either my desk or at a desk in the library for the past month or so.  doing what?  well, reading my textbooks, learning about random stuff.  daydreaming.  but today i had a very, very stressfull day!!  three very blood boiling events happened today to me! 

the first thing happened very early in the morning, i woke up and stumbled out of my room of course and i ran into my door.  thankfully it was still dark and no one saw or heard me.  except i had a really bad wake up call from that.  then my cousin and i were talking in class and she said that she likes the smell of coffee cause it wakes her up, and well then i said ‘coffee doesnt work for me, i need a cold shower’.  and she said ‘wow…thanks for sharing.’  now…..i totally dont get it.  whats so bad about a cold shower?  anyways, in the middle of class i was still thinking about what is so weird about a cold shower to wake up, and i kind of got this eerie feeling that the term ‘cold shower’ has something to do with something sexual??  no idea. 

 so after that i went on to my history class and my teacher is going on and on about slavery while i was sitting there thinking ‘i hope there isnt traffic on the way home’.  thankfully the class ended early and i went to the bio building to wait for advising.  after arriving ONE HOUR before they even open, i find that i am STILL behind two other people already there waiting.  then we all had to wait for an hour so they could start, and then i had to wait another 30 minutes to be called in because apparently after asking us for more and more money every year, they couldnt afford to have more than one advisor working for the entire biology and biochemistry department.  then what really pissed me off is that i can never get a straight answer from these people.  you ask them something and it just seems like no matter what you ask them, they have this list of things they can say and they have to pick something off that list to say back to you.  so you cant really get them to verify or clarify anything because if they say ‘you have to take 3 upper level classes’ and then you ask them ‘is that 9 hours total , three hours of credit for each?  or just three hours total?’ and then what do they say?  they say ‘yes, you have to take 3 upper level classes’.  I ALREADY KNOW THAT PART.  ….BITCH.

so the advisors office was no help and after waiting 90 minutes and getting nothing accomplished in terms of planning for my next semesters i was pretty pissed and drove straight home.  then linda called me and we had a good long talk about some stuff.  speaking of linda here is me and linda:

so anyways im talking and talking (we talked a lot).  and then we ended up talking about another friend of ours.  which basically just put us both in a pissed off mood for various reasons too complicated to type out right now.  but of course since registration is going on right now she ends up mentioning classes to take next semester and ends up with the inevitable ‘what am i gonna do?!’   and of course that reminds me of my shitty afternoon spent sitting in an office waiting to talk to someone who doesnt know much more than myself.  which reminds me, i did learn only one thing during that advising session and its that i have to take one of the following classes:

• microbiology
•  plant anatomy
• marine biology

now you might be wondering “why would anyone want to do that to themselves? ” well i was wondering the same exact thing.  apparently i’ve got to take one of those three very unappealing courses to graduate.  so i dont know what i’m gonna do about that yet.  well i would keep typing and complain about more stuff (theres no where else for me to direct my anger at these days) but i guess i will stop for tonight and go study for my exam tomorrow.