Rogue Idea

well i had a couple of them actually. which is never good.  well apparently i missed out on some stuff while i’ve been daydreaming lately.  including how i am supposed to sign some sort of degree plan?  well yeah that date is passed so now i gotta wait till next semester and do it.  and then i found out my organic exam is this friday night and not next friday which is what i’ve been thinking it was scheduled for this whole time.  and the WORST reality check is that i can NOT live without having a job for longer than the next two months.  i think its a miracle i’ve actually survived this long anyways, its been almost a year since i’ve had a job and i’m still surviving and buying crap and eating out.  a whole year of ‘normal’ living without having a job.  well now i need to get my act together and find some sort of steady income and so that is like…WOW to me right now because that means i’ve got a lot more to deal with than i planned for. 

not that i didnt arleady know that i cant go on like this for too much longer, but i guess because i didnt expect it to catch me off.  lately i’ve been focusing and doing so much other stuff that i kinda forgot about that whole situation.  well now i have to deal with it and i guess we’ll see what happens.