Rogue Idea

okay..well not suicide.  but….well yeah its suicide.  i decided to take a break from my studies tonight since i’ve been in my books all day.  and so i sat down and figured out my schedule for next semester.  i will be going to that fighting traffic, having road rage, bitching in the parking lot, and doing all those things in a lab coat for 6 of out seven days beginning in mid january.  why? well i have a lot of labs to take.  actually, not really but i am behind in a few labs and well each lab is like a 3 to 6 hour blocks, or two 3 hour blocks.  and so the schedule fill sup very quickly, and it also very easily blocks out other options for other classes.  so basically nothing fits together and i had to spread them wherever theyll fit.  and thats how it turns out, that ill be in class every day of the week except sunday. 

 so i guess…its still suicide.  because im taking SEVEN classes.  thats SEVEN things to keep up with, and well they estimate that you need to study 3 hours for each 1 semester credit hour you sign up for.  um.  15 credits times 3 hours is 45 hours, plus the hours spent IN class which add up to 30 hours, so thats 75 hours.  a week only has 168 hours. and i’ve already spent almost half for school.  now plus the lets guestimate 1 hour and 30 minutes of driving a day round trip, times 6 days , thats another 9 hours.  now im up to 84 hours.  that means i have 84 hours left to live.  but i will spent 8 hours sleeping each night, times 7 nights, means 56 hours.  so now i have 28 hours left.  plus i will shower and eat and run little errands and daydream everyday, lets say that 2 hours a day , for 7 days thats 14 hours.  now i have 14 hours left to live.  plus i exercise 1 hour a day, and i wanna practice piano 30 minutes a day, times 7 days thats 10 and a half hours.  now i have 3 and a half hours left of my week.  ..i guess ill save that 3 and a half hours for the ‘give or take’ of my estimates. 

 BUT luckily, i dont study 3 hours for every semester credit i take.  :-)  alright well thats all thats interesting tonight.  im sure it wont be as bad as i think it will be, but the upside is after that semester ill be very freed up in the classes that i  have left to take.  which means more time to sit around and play video games before i try to go to med school.  the downside is, since i will  be extra busy next semester, that means i’ve added that much more pressure on myself right NOW to get allthe stuff i wanna get done, done, so that i can be free next semester and not have too many thingson my plate. 

frankie is planning to come down in january though, so i will not wanna be working on too much stuff when he is here, so that cuts down the time even more.  *sigh* oh well. i guess its better than i focus more on my studies, but i think its gonna be a little crazy going to school and having a class everyday. 

 earlier today i tried to use backpack but i dont know, it just didnt work out for me.  too much stuff on there i dont know what to use it for plus i have my planner.  although its about to run out (i only lasts till this december, thats why i was looking for organizer things online) and while i would prefer to get a new one (well i will save my leather planner bind of course, but i need to buy refills), i am short on cash so i am looking for online alternatives.  well i am going to bed now.  i had a very tiring 30 minutes of..well…reaching into myself for a reason that id rather not disclose (nothing sexual, more gross).  so my wrist hurts and i dont wanna type anymore.