Rogue Idea

well i am taking a break right now from reading history stuff and so i guess ill write in here a little.Â? well lately i have come up with a new idea that can replace my old site idea.Â? but only problem is, i dont wanna give up on the old one, AND its halfway there already.Â? so what im thinking is, ill just have to work on both of them at the same time, but the new idea will probably have to take a slower pace since i really wanna get the other one done too.Â?

besides that, today i have many tasks to do and i am already very tired and worn out from yesterday’s long day.Â? after parking INCREDIBLY far from the rest of society, i walked to the library, then to the student center, then to a student lounge, then to class where i had to stand for 6 hours and look at very tiny white crystals in the lab, and then walk all the way back to where i parked.Â? i have no done that much walking in a long time, especially since usually when i bring my laptop i plan to sit still in one place for a while.Â? which i didnt do yesterday and i wanted to really just sit down and do nothing after i got so tired.Â? and right now, i wanna go home so bad but i still hav class and then igotta go listen to some presentation thing later for my professor.Â? welli dont have to, but i get extra points if i do and i want some extra points so yeah.Â?

so i am looking online lately , i usually go to sitepoint and browse in the php, and beginners area.Â? but anyways i then realize today that the information on there is all so…disorganized.Â? now you cant really do much about it since the information just comes as people wanna post it to the forums.Â? but the information threads are just massive amounts of stuff and its all just so messy.Â? sure, there are some with little table of contents but even that isnt really all that directive.Â? now thankfully the area that i browse normally doesnt have too many people who would make me mad.Â? which happens a lot when i visit those ‘woe is me’ type threads and probably 4/5 threads in the education section.Â? so i notice this thing about how there are too many meaningless threads in the place.Â? granted i finally saw it once everyone was done talking about it, but oh well.Â? i do thing there are tooooo many crappy game things.Â? its like ‘what is the word you are think of rightttttt….NOW!’. i mean..what?Â? its like people have nothing to talk about in there.Â? which is fine with me if theyre just boring like that.Â? but it does make me not wanna really visit there as often anymore.Â? sure, its just the internet.Â? but even online, i dont really be affiliated with people who cant even think past the first words that randomly come into their head.Â? and also i’ve noticed an increase in high schoolers who are trying to go into this whole ‘career’ of web development and what nots.Â? trying to get way ahead of themselves studying this and that and learning a whole bunch of stuff ahead of time.Â? granted some people i know can do a zillion things all at once (and i have met a few of these people and they are great and amazing) but most of the time i find that people who are really really good at something because theyve done it all their life, have the hardest damn time communicating with other people about it.Â? its like they dont even know how to socialize correctly.Â? also they lack basic knowledge in everything else except that one subject.Â? now i think part of the problem is because some of these people think they are just so high and mighty and too good to help other people.Â? some people arejust like that. they think they have it all and they dont wanna share it.Â? when you ask them questions they give you some shit that they know you wont understand to discourage you from asking them more. if you dont wanna help then just say so that way no one has to waste their time.Â? then they act like ‘beginners’ questions are more like common sense and youre an idiot for not knowing.Â? but when you ask them what is 1+1 they have to go find their calculator because they are actually just a big file cabinet of memorized solutions to common problems in their ‘field’ or ‘topic/subject’ that they are oh soooo good at, when really its just because they have guessed and checked that so many times that they have it engraved on the back of their head.Â?

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and now.Â? i will go eat my goldfish and go to class.Â?