Rogue Idea

awwww…my poor blog. I know i’ve been neglecting you *kisses* but I promise I’ll get better! Well lately I haven’t been up to much…except a WHOLE LOT!

Well first like i said before the second summer session started. i did really bad on my first two tests and my third one is tomorrow so i have to do really good and i will be studying all day today. Also have a test on monday but i will be studying for that on friday morning when i go to school there. right now i just showered and i feel good with the windows open and listening to a cd i burned last night. just old songs compiled that i havent listened to in a while and some new ones too. i guess sometimes it just feels good to slow down for a second and have some music on. sometimes it feels like i’m moving along and doing so many things at my desk i dont even remember what the hell i’m working so hard for.

but anyways besides finally meeting up with some old friends lately i have also met a few new ones in a very…different way that i usually meet friends. anyways it really is just from my lapse of judgement one night and now i’ve meet a few more people cause of it. and no they are not freakos. I guess most of the time i meet people on my own (meaning i meet them instead of being introduced to them) its just chance that i happened to feel extra social or something those days. sometimes it works out and sometimes i wish i had never opened my mouth, lol.

Also I FINALLY got a job. Well…it is a job but then it’s not really something i would wanna tell everyone about. So i think ill just keep it discreet. =) anyways the pay is great. and so i’ll be able to definantly work with this for a while and hopefully it lasts for a while too because its part time right now but i hope itll get busier so i go into work more and get some more money in so i can reduce my debt by quite a bit. lets just say its an interesting job all in all and i will probably pick up some interesting stuff from it after a while. its kind of an outcall sort of thing though so i never really know when ill be working until a few days before or maybe even the day of. mostly right now i will be working on the weekends but once school starts i can take get in more clients cause ill be free monday wednesday and friday mornings. well i had a client last weekend and i already spoiled myself by spending some of the money on buying the sims 2 expansion. but i have been playing and its so addictive! i played for like 3 hours yesterday lol.

well once i get some more cash inflow i will be buying some new clothes cause i want some. I havent shopped for myself ever and i kind of want to buy some new clothes so i dont always look like a slob. even though i dont really care, lol. but yeah i need like stuff like shorts and some gym wear so i can go work out this semester at the gym. also wanna pick up some new lingerie and maybe some comfy pj’s and stuff to wear at home. and then of course some new khaki’s and some jeans and shorts to wear. i dont want an entirely new look, but my clothes are really starrting to wear out so i need some new ones.

Okay well about my little project, it will of course be finished way late now since i got a new job and need more time studying (and playing sims2 lol). but i am still working on it so i will keep that updated in here later this weekend probably.